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有些事情并不是你想解决就解决得了的，不是发生了,
said sorry 就可以解决的。。。
一直努力放下，却怎么也放不下，不去想，却一直浮现在脑海。。。
每次有任何节日，我的心情都会特别down。。。
new year,chinese new year,valentine,birthday and christmas。。。
so this few day i feel very down... very lonely...
biki is right,i never treasure when she belong me...
i never treasure any thing...
may be i different with other,i act to be a nice guy,
actually i am not...
trust me,i am not a nice guy...